January 2011
Anonymous asked: how many people are following you?
you make me so fucking angry.
sitting waiting quietly
the room is melting
maybe everything is sopping wet
a thick film hanging every where
their faces deformed looking like monkeys
together, apart, together, apart.
their faces fall together and apart.
the room feels dark kitchen lights like the falling sun
orange deep and thick
laughing uncontrollably
green and blue, brilliant colors spinning winding around...
When will i see
What i want to be
When will i lose the fear
That i will shed another tear
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lets run away to sail the ocean blue lets run away just me and you lets rent a boat so we can sail through the sky lets jump off a cliff just so we can fly i think id like it if i never had to leave your eyes are like nothing i have ever seen your touch your taste the look uppon your face i never really want to go this place feels too much like my home a place i will always no im safe i know ive...
Jamie Everhart - Run Away
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I feel so free.
We connect so beautifully.
Our bodies together as one.
Our fingers tangled, never come undone.
i love to touch your chest
and how you dont protest.
My fingers through your hair.
Your skin smooth and bare.
Pulling me close to your body.
You make me want to be naughty.
Your voice draws me in.
Kissing me makes my mind spin.
Every time i see you, i weaken
and your words...
Games
I roll the dice, the game is beginning. This is all collapsing in on me. this is stressful, this is hard, this is heavy, this is large. what am i supposed to do, how am i supposed to care for you when im supposed to care for me? my eye lids are a thousand pounds and my heart feels like nothing. my stomach is floating and my throat is hurting. there is nothing i can do. i try and i try but...
i love
i love to kiss you. i love to touch you. i love to hold you. i love to talk with you. i love to laugh with you. i love to play with you. i love to lay with you. i love to sleep with you. i love to walk with you. i love to look at you. i love to be with you. What will happen when or if i start to love you.
Past memory
Whenever I think of You I Smile.
I Smile A Lot.
“Allie, I know you have been having a shitty day…but i love you =) you are more than perfect =) everything will be ok. I love you.
Dylan Neubauer
Ps. your beautiful and smell good”.
Memories, delete.
The parallel.
The universe turns so quickly. the whip lash feels like nothing.
I create my own universe.
twisting and winding a new direction, a new way.
colors brilliant, billions, billions of colors. New colors. Indescribable colors.
shapes. shapes i’ve never seen before.
this is all new.
beautiful curves jagged corners
a new world.
exotic plants from another world another time another story
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“I feel that Fight Club really, in a way … probed into the despair and...”
the hole
at first its flat. just a piece of land.
then it became a small dip.
the dip got bigger, dirt was starting to show.
grass was torn the dip is a small hole.
sinking. the hole is bigger.
pushing down on me now, the hole is a crater.
dirt rocks n mud surround me.
i try to climb out.
pushed down further.
pushed down further.
im dirty and sore.
sand in my nails mud on my face.
why am i...
the feeling.
To be honest. i hate you. i hate this all. ive never had a feeling like this before. i cant really explain it. i never knew this existed. its further than hurt. its way more painful than hurt. you were the one i was in love with. you put me together, then tore me up, then put me together and tore me up again. you throw me out like a napkin. ripped, dirty and used. but i loved you. you and i were...